2016, Not My Year.
بِسْمِ اللهِ الرَّحْمنِ الرَّحِيمِ
"2016 not a good year lah wak"
I heard this from someone and he is right. For me, 2016 not really a good year for me. I am not saying that 2016 totally not a great year, we still have two months left before 2017. So chill. Why did I say 2016 is not a good year for me. Well, I lost people that close to me and those who I love the most. It is not easy to accept what happened. Susah weh, I'm tired of crying by myself. Susah jadi hati tisu ni. But at least, I am not someone who cry in front of others. Kira hati kental jugalah. Bukan apa, susah nak cari orang yang sanggup dengar setiap omelan kau, yang sanggup dengar masalah kau, yang faham masalah kau. Ada yang dengar tapi jarang yang mendalami cerita kau tu. Sekadar dengar semata-mata. I repeat JARANG. Ada je yang dengar lepas tu dengan dia dia sekali menangis. Hahaha.
But still thank you to those who tried their best to listen every words I said and be there for me. Alhamdulillah. Actually, I am quite simple. I just need someone to talk. I just need someone to comfort me and I need someone to hug me. I will be fine after that. A lot of things going on in my mind and my heart. Nampak je hati kental, hari hari gelak, senyum memanjang. Balik rumah, tisu juga haa. Perempuan, apa kau expect.
Eh, sumpah terpesong daripada tajuk post kali ni. Haha, ampunn. Dah gerak luuu, pape roger.