Fall For You
Should I mark the date? Should I or shouldn't I? Haha. Aip, Nik! Don't be too excited. Nanti ada yang kecewa separuh jalan. Well, hello guys. How are you guys? Feeling great? Hmm, I feel great actually. Last night, I went out with him. Who is 'him'? Ni mesti tak baca my previous post kan? Pergi baca sekarang! Dah baca previous post baru boleh baca post kali ni.
Okay pendekkan cerita, he asked me to help him with his assignment, since I thought it was a great opportunity to meet him, why don't kan? So terus temankan dia. Tolong sikit je pun, it's been a while kan teman dia buat assignment since our last time. Dah lupa dah bila last temankan dia buat assignment. Ke tak pernah? Hmm. Haha. Lepas dah siap tolong dia, macam demand la sikit minta belanja ais krim. Well, he did said dia nak belanja kan, tapi macam terpesong sikit bila dia cakap, "No ice cream. Jom pergi KL." Apa salahnya. Kelas pun petang the next day tu. So teruslah pergi.
Actually ada juga rasa tak sedap hati. Eh bukan tak sedap hati, but kind of nervous. Macam ada something might happen. I don't know where he would bring me to, tapi last last tu dia cakap lepak kat tasik Titiwangsa. Wah, macam tahu-tahu kita suka tasik kan. Nik pendekkan lagi cerita, masa kat tasik tu, we talked about lot of things. Past, present and jeng jeng jeng future. Gituuu. He talked about his mistakes during high school, his family, and his life so far. Until I started to question him about us. Us. Start la serious conversation walaupun dia tu jenis main-main. Fuhh, dah tahu dah kenapa nervous, rupanya sebab dia nak confess something. Alhamdulillah, he tried his best on lowering his ego. Korang apa tahu, ego dia tu lagi tinggi daripada KLCC. Tapi malam tu dia memang letak serendah-rendahnya ego dia. I can't tell you guys secara terperinci. Hahaha but Alhamdulillah we managed to get back again. I still remember when he said he still loves me and he feels so frustrated with himself before this. Weh, masa tu rasa nak terjun dalam tasik tu. Tarik dia sekali. I jump, you jump kan. Hahaha k just kidding.
After our serious conversation tu, he came out with a solution untuk get back balik. Well, not officially tapi dia cakap why don't we try again. And yes, I agree since I know I'm still in love with him and I trust he feels the same as mine. I know he did his best that night. Nampak la dia punya awkward and malu tu. Korang nampak je dia ganas macam tu. Sebenarnya pemalu tahap apa tuuuu. Kadang-kadang Nik yang terlebih affection. Dia watlek je depan orang. Nak cakap dia tak sayang, dah tu stay buat apa. So positive kan diri. Maybe dia ni pemalu la kan.
So I will mark the date for this one. Bukan sebab we get back again, sebab dia dah low kan ego dia untuk Nik. Thank you so much, Yang. You did great. Looking forward for our days together. In shaa Allah slow slow kan. Dah dah, kalau tulis panjang-panjang korang jemu nanti. Jumpa lagi nanti.
P/S: Aku tahu kau baca ni. Tapi jangan la mention depan aku. Malu la gila.